Sunday, September 28, 2008
○ Past thoughts...
Haven't been updating at all... a lot of things happened, happy, sad, fun, boring, etc etc...
for those who know i dun sleep regular hrs, dun drink much water, dun get much sleep... so now i am feeling the toll on my body... been feeling very weak recently, nauseous feeling.
Not only that, I've been feeling very out of place. People changed i guess, popularity, all the attention they get, made them a different person. Friends are just passing phase of life, and as what i always am and have been, never part of anyone...
I am the kind of people who doesn't like to do things alone, but after all these, I'm starting to feel that i want to be alone... I guess closing myself to myself would be a way of escape from all those emotions.
for those who know i dun sleep regular hrs, dun drink much water, dun get much sleep... so now i am feeling the toll on my body... been feeling very weak recently, nauseous feeling.
Not only that, I've been feeling very out of place. People changed i guess, popularity, all the attention they get, made them a different person. Friends are just passing phase of life, and as what i always am and have been, never part of anyone...
I am the kind of people who doesn't like to do things alone, but after all these, I'm starting to feel that i want to be alone... I guess closing myself to myself would be a way of escape from all those emotions.
signing off10:36 AM
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